In my everyday life, I have seen a lot of things. Some are big, some other are small little things that I thought I will write into my blog and share. Too bad I end up forgetting what I wanted to write. At some point, I think it's a good thing to be able to forget and move forward. For a person like me (who have gone through depression), to forget was SO freaking difficult. And what I rememberred were all bad, negative memories... That sucks!
I feel happy these days. Have had my five days holidays due to Deepavali and Hari Raya. I enjoyed staying at home waking up late. Watched my favourite tv programmes without worrying time was flying by. Downloaded some movies and drama series. Enjoyed watching them in my own room. I have to admit I am really good at procrastinating. I have no problem wasting time! I would feel a little regret after wasting time. But I've learnt that no use regretting over something that we couldn't take back but to look forward and keep a cheerful heart.
Yes, life has taught me not to feel sad or despair. I started to get used of being disappointed and being hurt. As long as I keep my head up and have a peaceful mind, my heart will not beat any faster or heavier. And I learnt to have faith. Yes, faith!
In that five long days, the only thing that I am proud of is that I mopped the floor. That's it! The rest of the time, I spent on watching tv, surfing on the net, sleeping and eating. Oh, and of course playing my piano once in a while.
I have watched the movie 'Click' during the holiday. I think the movie is awesome! Very touching at the end. Moral of the story : Family come first! I am so agree with that. I love my family, forever and ever.
Nothing more to write... for the moment.
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